Lagu atas permintaan...

Lagu 'Kerana Terluka' tuh...aku baru jumpa dalam Imeem. Itpun atas permintaan sorang kawan nih yg tetiba lak teringat lagu. Dia just boleh humming part chorus, bila aku dengar je lirik, terus aku tangkap lagu Nurul Huda Abdul Wahab. Nurul nih actually ex wife pak sedara aku, si Ajai tuh. Camne lak Ajai bole jadi pak sedara aku ek? Mat tu same age ngan aku, tapi pangkat dalam family, tu jadi pak sedara. Dia memang 1st cousin mak aku le....

Eh berbalik to lagu tadi. so, while waiting for azan subuh, aku pun tolong le kawan nih cari lagu tuh. And here it is my friend. Happy listening! To be frank, lagu nih meletop masa aku ada kat Australia somewhere in 1995/1996. So, balik Mesia baru aku tau lagu nih. Peh!!! lama tuh!

Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa!

Dah nak masuk 1 bulan streamyx kat umah ni buat hal. Aku ingat tak nak bayar le bulan nih punye bil coz aku tak pakai for 1 month. Adillah kan? Sebab dah masuk 4 report aku request (nearly everyweek), baru last week ada sorang brother streamyx nih datang umah. Yang lelain tuh asik trouble shoot over the phone. Hampeh! Tak ok jugak line aku. Hmm....Anyway, Alhamdulillah....last few days baru dah boleh internet balik. Syukurrr....aku nak gak bagi kredit kat brother tu sbb dia dtg dgn SEGERA walaupun public holiday. Alah...TM bayar OT kat dia ape? hehehe...

Ok..ok...bab lain lak nih! Ni baru balik terawikh. Aku buat 8 +3 rakaat je. Takleh lama coz anak2 kat umah, selagi aku tak balik, dorang tak nak tido. Nanti esok nak gi school, liat benor nak kejut. Esok, aku nak start train si kakak and abang puasa penuh. So far, diorang puasa 1/2 day jek sebab sakit mata. Today nampaknye macam dah ok mata diorang, sahur nanti nak kejut diorang sekali. Lagipun kat kindy, memang school dia suh train dorang nih puasa. Recess teacher tak provide meal lagi. So, it's a good chance aku nak suh dorang puasa. We'll see la camne ek?

Lastly, I wish all my muslim visitors, 'Happy fasting!'

A day of a shopaholic!

Ha! Nak share ngan korang aktiviti aku yg bershopping dari kul 8 pagi sampai ke 11.30 mlm. Tak ke gile tu kan? Kata sahabat aku yg namanye hanya ingin dikenali as mak encik kata....'ko gile ke hape?' hahaha...aku gelak gile dlm phone tuh.

Aku sure ramai yg tak suka and allergic kalu gi shopping crowded with people kan? But not for me. Dorang tu sume langsung tak effect apa2 pun kat aku. Hakak lagiii suka you! heehe...aku nih memang pelik sket bila bab2 nih. Tu yg laki aku takleh ngam ngan aku tuh. Every year...aku memang selalu akan looking forward 'J-Card Day'. Diam tak diam dah 5 tahun berturut-turut aku celebrate J-Card day nih. Erm...for me...heaven nye dapat shopping on that day coz everything is on sale. and gile babas punye sale and byk choice lak tuh.

Objective aku haritu is beli baju raya for my 4 gerabak tuh and beli baju raya utk hubby and bapa and bapak mertua aku. Nak gi J-card day nih mesti ada strategi. Ye la....nak shopping sambil bergasak dgn other shoppers mestilah ada strategi. Meh aku share ngan korang. Mana le tahu...next year sape nak gi tuh....bole le ikut strategi aku nih. Firstly;

1. Mesti buat secara solo. Jgn dtg dgn kawan or bwk anak2. Para suami....lagi le diharamkan! Coz aku dah penah kena masa thn 2006 dulu...aku try bwk hubby.....alamat menggelupur member tuh asik ajak balik aje. Padahal ko baru nak warm up dlm Jusco tuh. Sudahnye....balik umah kena lecture free aje dgn dia. pastu kena lah pandai counter offer....urut2 dia lebih sket...pastu oklah! Mana le dia tak menggelupur....duit dah terkopak!

2. A night before J-card day tu...buat home work dulu. Ko browse around dulu...aim memana baju2 yg berkenan and mintak tlg promoter incharge simpankan. Dah save masa. Tapi nowadays Jusco dah tak bagi buat camtu lagi....tapi kalu ko ada cable.....bole aje. Buat baik le dgn promoter tuh. Bukannya apa...senang esok dtg terus amik and bayar jek. But believe me....keadaan esknye tuh mmg tak sama langsung. Ko akan berubah fikiran and jumpa baju lain lebih murah and cantik. So, ko dtg jez nak make sure harga baju yg ko berkenan sama macam esok nye. Ye la takut Jusco naikkan harga pastu letak diskaun 50% tapi lepas diskaun harga sama cam harga lama.

3. Amik cuti haritu. Kalau ko plan nak shopping for the entire family members....tak sah kalau tak spend the whole day kat situ. Believe me! Masa tak cukup punye.

4. Datang awal on J-card day. Biasanya dia akan buka kul 8am. Tapi selalunye kul 7am org dah ada. sebab nak booking parking. Lagi baik kalu ada supir yg tolong hantar. so, ko tak pening pale nak cari parking. Lepas shopping ada org jemput. senang kan? Tapi aku selalunye akan drive sendri coz senang nak chuck my things dlm keta and sambung shopping lagi. Secure your paid things dulu.

5. The most important thing is your attire for that day. Pakai le pants and long sleeve blouse and don't ever bring your handbag coz akan mengganggu aktibiti ko. Biasanya aku jez bwk maybank atm kad aku (make sure ada duit dlm akaun) sbb Jusco bole buat e-debit. Senang...u don't need cash! And just standby a credit card in case you need extra cash. Jgn lupa J-card ye. So, simpan 3 kad tu sume dlm poket seluar kanan. Poket seluar kiri, simpan handphone yg telah disilent mode and vibrate on. In case boss ko call nak tanya apa2. My experience baru nih....tgh seronok shopping, boss call and dia tanya byk shopping? kah kah kah....boss aku memang ngamsoi!

6. Before masuk dlm Jusco...make sure amik troli satu. Senang ko nak letak brg2 shopping ko. Masuk jusco and focus to dept yg berkenaan aje. Coz kita tak nak buang masa belek mende yg kita tak plan nak beli like bedding and home section.

7. Make sure breakfast secukupnye pagi tu sebab ko akan berdiri non stop for abt 5 hours! Cam aku haritu....kul 4pm baru nak gi McD lunch. pas late lunch tu sambung lagi shopping kat men's dept lak.

8. Paling crucial is....approval hubby. ye la....kena brief dia mende yg kita nak beli....coz kita nak guna duit dia kan....hehehe.....tang nih laki aku memang dah takleh nak halang aku dah....dia tahu betapa cintanya aku ngan J-card day nih. hehehehe....and bila aku sampai umah mlm tuh....dia tak nak tahu langsung bape byk duit dia yg dah terbarai. Dia kata...kalau dia tanya sure rasa macam nak pitam punyelah! Tapi yg bestnye...dia apprecite sume baju yg aku pilih and beli utk dia.

So, to wrap up...for me...mende nih practical kat aku coz aku nih jenis beli baju utk anak2 setahun sekali. beli sekali byk. Aku tak shopping brg2 dorang every month. So, inilah masanya aku bershopping sakan. Selalunye aku akan beli sekali toys dorang utk setahun tuh. Boleh? Aku rasa kalau Jusco tahu le....sure dorang pun akan kata aku nih shopaholic! Kalu nak tahu...aku beli brg utk sume family members...last2 aku just grab a sandal for myself. That's all. hehehe.....biasalah kan....?

I'm back!

Thanks to all yang wish my birthday. Ingat gak u all kat aku ye. Ahaks!

Mak aih! Dah 2 bulan lebih aku tak hapdate blog aku!? Isk!isk! isk! Nasib baik blog ni takde expiry date. Kalu tak, sure dah kena tendang blog yg tak active nih. hehehe...actually, aku tak hilang memana pun...jez 2 bulan kebelakangan ni aku memang bz body sket. Ye la...pepaham je la kan...working wife and a mother of four...hubby jauh....memang fully occupied and rasa handicapped eventhough I have a helper to help around the house.

Dalam kepala nih memang byk mende nak cite kat sini...but masa jek yg takde. Kalau ada masa pun, bila kepala dah jumpa bantal, alamatlah sure lelap punye lah. And for your info, last week was flu week. Aku anak beranak demam selsema and batuk. Just imagine having to take care of my 3 kids yg sakit and aku pun sakit gak, erm....satu ujian betul! Every nite I had to wake up coz bebudak nih bila sakit they all meragam+muntah+tak nak makan ubat. Kekadang rasa nak lari gi admitted kat ward memana so that I can rest and let other people treat me like a queen. Ye la...makan minum sume dihantar ke katil...tak ke best tuh? hehehe....BUT...I know, I'm not an irresponsible mom. This is not the 1st time I've faced this kind of situation before...yg different nye cuma my hubby is not around at nite to take turn to help take care of the kids.

Time tu lah rasa nak sms jek kat my hubby and mengadu apa yg aku rasa at that time but I can't! Why? Becoz....I know that he will never understand how I feel becoz he is not there to experience what I've been through. So, I finally keep it to myself. I said to myself, things will be better soon! Be patient. And now, all my kids are recovering and myself too. Alhamdulillah...I'm starting to get my good night sleep back. Huh! That's the joy of motherhood. You're incharge of everything....I repeat...every little thing in the family and I really respect single mothers who can survive without the husbands around. I'm not trying to be feminist here, but I think, it's true that women are more stronger mentally than men. Kalau bapak-bapak kena jaga anak sakit memalam sure dah naik hangin punyelah! Aku gerentiiiiiii sgt!

Uiks! dah kul 5.15 pagi le. Hafta type off. Nak sahur...dalam proses men 'qadha' puasa. 2 days more to go! Take care all! beringatlah bila makan durian, rambutan and manggis ye! Now nih musim orang sakit.

Time to tittle-tattle...

Fooh! Sudah agak lama jugak aku tak hapdate blog nih. Erm...actually since my last post, I was quite occupied with my work and all....as usual the normal routine as a 'kuli'. he he he...And Alhamdulillah....my worries about the stalker had been taken care off finally. Hope it won't happen to me again. Amin.

Esok nak kena fly to KB coz ada site meeting. Kul 4.30am nak kena bangun coz nak tompang my QS to KLIA tapi mata ni takleh nak tido le....baik gak ada blog nih...so, boleh la aku burn my midnight oil. Tapi aku konpem punyelah.....esok mata ni sure puffy and will look bloody tired. Gasaklah!

Apa nak hapdate eh? Ha! Firstly. aku tak jadi tukar HP no, so, the old one is still available. Secondly aku baru teringat aku lom bayar bil IWK for about 18 months coz tenant aku buat dek aje kat bil tu eversince it reaches him for the last 18 months. So, It explains why a lawyer's letter suddenly arrived at my doorstep. Itu le bahayanye kalau tenant org bujang! Semua mende ambil mudah! Kang aku suruh bayar....tak nak pulak! Anyway, luckily it is not a big deal of amount. Just RM8 a month and you multiply it by 18 months and I would be very grateful if any of you would volunteer to help me paying. ha ha ha! Ops! kalau ada org keje ngan IWK....syhh! dediam sudah!

Thirdly, after considering the effort and determination she showed during the final concert, I have no objection to admit Stacy as the new AF winner! You go Girl! Bravo! Ops! terlebih sudah!
Actually, I couldn't agree more that she's one of a talent and complete package as a winner. But never underestimate Riz since he had delivered well also. Ape ke he nye Yop?

Sebenarnye banyak mende berlaku kat aku for the past 8 days....yg happy ada, yg duka pun ada. But that's life as an adult. Problems make you more mature and patience. Minggu lepas adalah minggu airmata. he he he....Biasalah.....ada bau bau stokin dgn Neng Nya Timah gitulah. Cepat benor tergebeh bak kata org Melaka. Ahaks! So, this week aku berazam untuk pastikan ianya lebih baik dari minggu lepas. Insya-Allah....

The most creative shout!

Whatever that I may call it...'jerit-jeritlah ye!' column is particularly for friends who drop by to acknowledge me their visits. But starting from tomorrow and for the next one week on....I would very much appreciate if anyone could throw their most creative shout and will be in the running of getting a mystery gift from me. I'm not promising any expensive mystery gift...like a YSL parfum or anything similar to that... but you can be rest assured that it'll be one heck of a GIFT from me ok! And to make it more suttle, you're not restricted to one entry only.....as you are allowed to post as many shouts as you like and i will only award the winner thru their particular shout. For an example of a shout...you can look at 'elf's' shout or something to that effect.

Finally, I wish LUCK to all of you! Make sure it is 'creative' ok. Thank you!

Finalist to AF6 Finale!

As expected...Riz, Nadia and Stacey are going to be in the AF6 final concert! But the unexpected are Nubhan and Toi! The dismissed student was Stanley! Poor Stanley....seemed like people are looking for a good looking singer rather than quality! Well...what to say, the verdict was out. Stanley had to leave the academy. From my preferences...Toi and Nubhan should be kicked out tonite. But since they want 5 students to be in the final....my choice would be Toi. They said...Nubhan is too good looking to be kicked out! Aha! typical Malaysian voters. Easily get deceived through looks!

However...I'm still satisfied because my other 3 preferences are in the list! At this point in time, I care less who'll be the winner because to be in the finale has been a great achievement for the students. That's what I reckon and they should too. But I cross my finger...the winner will be Riz. here's my ranking for the upcoming finale.

1. Riz
2. Stacey
3. Nadia
4. Nubhan/Toi <--- Less that I care.

Finally, 2 thumbs up for the host. Tonite, he's proved me that he's capable and eligible for that post! I've watched and evaluated his delivery so far and I must admit his credibility tonite! It took him good 9 weeks to achieve this level. AC di mana? AC disini....sempoi!!!!

Go Riz GO! Go Riz Go!

A beginner in YOGA!

I was interested in yoga for quite some time but did not have the time to search for it until just recently. After having back for good in my hometown, I started thinking of it again. Maybe due to my hectice life, I need an exercise that does not require vigorous action but can make me sweat a lot! So, this morning I attended my first lesson of yoga. Hahaha.....the class went on for an hour and tell you....I was sweating all over and it was like me... after doing the 'Paula Abdul: Get up and dance' aerobic VCD which I had 7 years ago.

Yess! this is what I was looking for actually. The class I went was called 'Element' which is ideal for first timers like me. It's actually an introduction to the fundamentals of yoga postures. And....the best part was the instructor is specially brought from India (namaste!) and has been a private yoga instructor for 'Shah Rukh Khan'!! No wonder he is so very good looking! You know lah hindustani men....with their 'pinnochio' nose and deep eyes......hmmm.....yummy! Wakakakaka!!!

The class, the syllabus, the staff and the instructor made me feel really excited to come back again for my next class. So, tomorrow I've booked a class called 'slim hot' to continue. They say this class is good to warm up the body much quicker and stretch into a posture more deeply, improves blood circulation and promotes detoxification and elimination through the skin. A healthy way to slim, shape and tone. Aha! I'm expecting a very good result by the end of a few lessons. Maybe my body can shape up like a model after this...who knows?

He passed!

Alhamdulillahhhhhhh!!! Pabear has passed his exams including viva. Syukurrrlah...his sacrifices and efforts really paid off!! That means he still have 2 years more to go in paediatric surgery master program. One more final exam and another 3 years of service with HKL after being gazetted as 'paediatric surgeon'. Well...well..well....it seems like we'll still be weekend husband and wife for another 5 years!!! No kidding...deep in my heart, I just can't bear this temporary separation although I know it's for our own good. But...what else can I do?? I always said to myself, 'Be patient! God has something special planned for you.'

Hadis Nabi s.a.w for today...

Dari Abu Hurairah r.aa katanya: Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w.: " Barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari kiamat, maka hendaklah ia berkata baik atau diam saja; barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari kiamat, maka hendaklah ia memuliakan jirannya; barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari kiamat maka hendaklah ia memuliakan tamunya."

Ini hadis sohih yang aku petik from buku perancangan eksekutif by Pusat Zakat Melaka. This hadith really captured me coz it educates us on appreciating your guests and neighbours. So, to all my guests in here.....welcome and please come again ok.

Good Luck dear!

Well, today Pabear start exam for 2nd year Masters programme. It will last until Thursday. I pray that you'll pass with flying colors dear. What else to say....you've put your efforts and sacrifice by being away with your beloved family....may your efforts and sacrifices pay! Insya-Allah. No matter how the results are, Mabear will always support you ok. That's for sure!

Hatiku berbunga-bunga....

Masa tengah dinner sesorang tadi tetiba hp aku berbunyik. Dalam hati dok pikir gak sape le yg call memalam nih? Rerupanya, cinta hati aku yg call. Dia kata dia nak balik mlm nih! Yeah!!!!! Hatiku tetiba berbunga-bunga....mood pun lebih baik and aku senyum jek manjang! ye la...sape le yg tak happy bila cinta hati nak balik?!

Betullah kata pepatah Inggeris....suami kita tu is 'my other half'. Sebabnye suami or isteri sebagai pelengkap pada pasangan satu lagi. So, bila my other half takde.....kita tend to rasa mandom aje. Sebab tak de kawan nak bercerita or nak bergurau or even nak bergaduh! But for me....yg paling penting aku hilang kawan nak mengadu. Mengadu perihal anak-anak....perihal keje.....hmmm...memang le aku dok ngan mak ayah....tapi bila dah kawin and ada family sendiri, takkan le nak mengadu lagi ngan they all kan?!

Sebenornye bila dah jadi husband and wife, ada satu kuasa pscyhic yg kita boleh berhubung dengan hubby kita bila dia jauh. Mende ni selalu le berlaku kat aku and hubby aku. Macam mlm ni.....sebenornye lepas balik keje tadi...badan rasa tak bape sihat macam nak demam selsema. Aku pulak kalau time sakit selalu ngadu kat hubby aku sebab dia akan jadi Dr. peribadi aku. So, since he's not around....aku dok teringat sesangatnye kat dia....and really hope kalau dia balik.....alangkah baiknye. Tup!tup! dia call kata nak balik. Itulah yg aku kata kuasa pscychic yg Allah bantu aku sampaikan kat hubby aku. Alhamdulillah....Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg aku rasa...tak kisah le kalu dia just balik sekejap pun asalkan time aku demam dia ada disisi. That's what a husband for anyway....

Only me and my 4 munchkins...

Life hadn't been so...so..boring like today...and I anticipate that It'll be even more boring tomorrow! Hmm...suddenly I feel so moody, so low inside because my husband has gone back to KL to study! Well, I reckon I should've been more supportive...more understanding and more independant! But actually, I didn't! Honestly, I really don't like the idea of him going back to KL just because he needs some space to study. It's so...so...unfair! Leaving me with the kids all weekends where we supposedly been enjoying our weekend with tha kids together and nothing else matter!

Phew! I really have to admit that his studies matters him the most! Ok....just be patient! It will be ok..and things will be back to normal in 2 weeks time!!! Uarghhh!!! 2 weeks is long enough for me. But it's his final exam ok...if he did not pass this exam...then out you go from the masters program and you (simanis) will never have the chance to become a specialist wife ok! And it's going to take you like about 20 years time before you can resign your job contentiously!

Just to console myself.....I pray that my husband will pass his exams including 'viva' and will become a dedicated and motivated paediatric surgeon soon! If God's willing....Amin.

Menyingkap maksud D' Kompress!

Come undone by Duran Duran. hhehe....thn bila punye lagu le tuh! Aku pun tak hingat. But what I do remember is D'Kompress was inspired by this so called group from UK. D'Kompress tu nama group aku masa zaman tgh terjal....matriculation year 1993/1994. Peh! dah 14 years passed. And selama tu lah jugak aku and another 3 members of D'Kompress dah berkawan. In fact, we r more than friend now! We're closed families....except for one of the members yg dah terlalu jauh nun di T'ganu. But absence makes the heart grow fonder dun they?

Camne we got nama D'Kompress? Wakakkaka!!! I bet you wouldn't want to hear it if I were you. Ianya berkait rapat dengan aktiviti mengompress! Like I used to explain to those yg eagerly wanted to know back then. And everybody will like asking back frowningly....mengompress? hahahha.....only god knows how did we laugh at their question!

Hanya bermula dengan sebotol ubat jerawat cap Indon yg ahmattt la popular ketika itu.....D'Kompress menjadi popular seantero SSMJ. Indahnye persahabatan ketika itu. Tiada rasa cemburu atau iri hati atau rasa apa2 je lah yg bebudak umo 18 thn patut rasa time tu dikalangan ahlinye yg berempat itu. Kami laksana saudara kembar empat yg sentiasa ke hulu ke hilir bersama. Kalau boleh nak makan roti 'cinnamon roll' yg sebijik 50 sen tu pun berkongsi!

Camne lah pulak aku bole ter flash back zaman matrics dulu ek? Ada ke disebabkan seseorg telah mentioned something about cermin pecah? hmm...mungkin juga le. Tak aku nafikan....kalau ditanya zaman bila yg paling aku treasure my whole life...the answer would be during my matriculation years. kadang2 rasa tak puas hati kenapa le matriks just 2 thn jek? Tak bole ke buat 5 thn ke? Ko gilo ko apo?

Oh ye..berbalik pada D'Kompress tadi....(byk no iklan le!) Yang aku pasti.....seyakinnya pasti....(mcm aku kenal ini lirik) ubat jerawat tu udah tidak digunakan lagi sekarang ini ya...bapak-bapak...ibu...ibu...tuan punye ubat jerawat tu pun mukanye dah pulih dari jerawat sepenuhnya! wakakakka......I bet tuan punye ubat jerawat tu tak dtg blog aku ni! Nahas lagi aku kang! wakakakka....tapi aku tau...kalu dia baca pun dia takkan mare.....sbb dia mmg bz manjang! tak sempat nak email aku inikan pulak nak baca blog!

Syoknye masa dok kat SSMJ thn 93/94 dulu....sbb we all jadi kakak n abang paling tua dlm itu sekolah. And One of D'Kompress member tu pulak ketua wakil pompuan tuk bebudak matriks. Ala cam jadi head prepek pompuan le. So, GK and SGK(salah guna kuasa) tahap gaban le! habis roti utk cecah sardin brefas we all kerjakan! Tak cukup tu....nasi lemak dining hall lepas jogging every friday morning we all rebut dulu. Masa ada ahli D'Kompress tercekik tulang ayam, abis roti budak yg tak makan nasi dikerjakan dgn harapan tulang ayam tu bole gi! Tapi tak gi gi gak! Itu belum coklat budak dorm sebelah lagi.....sampai abis satu chocolat bar dikerjakan!

Bila dah lepas final exam matriks tu....we all berhoneymoon dgn meng'harrassed' rabbit-rabbit yg sek bela. Org dok lepak dlm kelas...we all buat aktibiti luar kelas....belakang sek. Hmm...bila aku tgk balik gambor2 zaman terjal tu....buat aku terpikir....apakah anak2 aku akan buat cam aku gak? hmm..susah nak jawab tu coz dunia dorang maybe lain dari dunia aku time tu. Time tu internet pun lom keluar lagi. Hp apatah lagi??? Ingat lagi time aku tgh asyik mahsyuk ber 'affair' dgn balak aku yg telahpun aku tebang sekian lama.....puas le dok beratur luar dorm tu tunggu turn nak pakai telefon masuk syiling tu. hehehhee......rindu rasanya time tu! Ape cite le mat Ghanu tu skang ni ye? Isk! Gatal pulak nak carik apa jadi kat dia skang!

Itu belom cover part bekas pen and pencils aku kena gantung hidup2 kat pintu belakang kelas aku!!!! Hempeh sungguh bila aku tau siapa punye angkara tu! Keje si D'Zams le pulak! Wakakakka.....apa cite le ngan D'Zams ek? Aku hanya tau cite sorang D'Zams tu je la....dah jadi tokeh petrol stesen kat Kajang hiway!

But...the best part is.....after I left the 'history' for about 8 years......I finally reestablished it back when I tied the knot with the man I used to 'kacau' before. What a memory....and what a history to be cherished tonite! To D'Kompress.....you know I will always treasure our relationship and friendship will remain forever! Woi!!! pjg le post ko nih....ok..ok...nak stop dah! I'm burning my midnight oil long enuff! hehehe.....

Nak dedah rahsia: Aktibiti mengompress ialah memicit dan menyapu ubat jerawat dengan penuh perasaan! Wakakakkaka!!!!! Sorry kalu post aku ni anti klimaks! Aku dpt rasakan korang sure nak dengo hikayat aku ni lebih detail...tapi the rest of the story 'biarlah rahsia' aje.....

Bukan niatku!

Since Thursday aku rasa tak sedap ati. Puncanya, pasal post aku on Wednesday itu hari la. Agenda aku ketika aku marah telah disalahertikan oleh org lain. Yang benonye...bukan niat aku nak implement agenda tu pun. Saje je nak bagi setan dlm pale ni puas hati.Kan di awal post tu aku dah bagitau....setan dlm pale dok menghasut aku! Tapi time tu aku tak pikir pun padahnya. Bila org lain perceived differently, baru aku sedar yg ayat tak puas hati aku telah mengguris hati org lain yg takde kena mengena dlm ini gambar!

And today....dengan penuh merendah diri, aku nak minta maaf secara terbuka pada dua orang kawan aku yg semesti tau siapa yg aku maksudkan. Yg perasan aku maksudkan dia pun tak kisah le.....kira aku minta maaf juga le.

Isk! macam jiwang karat je aku nih bila tulis in BM. Yg masa aku marah haritu pun, aku tulis in BM....bahse aku terus bunyik cam kasar. Walaupun sebenonye aku tak de niat langsung nak sekasar itu. Takpe lah....yg penting, aku dah apologised. But I really2 hope that those friends that I've mentioned earlier.....will accept my apology with an open heart.

Pada aku, blog aku ni is my sanctuary tapi takde lah confidential sgt sampai cannot be viewed by others. Tapi niat aku berblog is untuk meluahkan apa yg aku rasa, alami besides sharing it with others yg nak share. Including my frustration and my happiness. Teringat aku filem 'Ali Setan 1' yang masa Asmidar marah dgn Ali yg dia conteng2 gambo Ali n panggil Ali 'Beruk'. Sebenarnya, memende tu sume keluar sbb at that second, dia tgh marah n frust dgn Ali. Tapi itu sume hanya kat mulut aje....tak sampai pun kat hati.

Serupa le gak dgn aku time tu. Aku dok pikir yg negatif sampai membawa masalah kat aku sendiri. So, the moral of the story is....sape yg susah? Akakkkkk jugak le! Sorry sekali lagi kat sesapa yg berkenaan ye. Pasni kalau aku nak lepaskan rasa tak puas hati....aku ambik wuduk n mengaji bebanyak. Insya-Allah....

Gila UNO!

Anakssss aku la ni tgh gile main game card UNO! Itu le dia.....It had been my routine for the past 1 week, playing UNO with my kids. It all started when my hubby bought this game card 8 months back. His pure intention was to stimulate my kids' brain thru memorising. We bought the cards that suited their age and level with the 'winnie the pooh' pics printed on them. At first, the kids were blindly playing the cards (meaning dorang main hentam kromo je lah!) sampai naik komot card tu dibuatnya sebab asyik berebut jek. Last2, my hubby hid the cards somewhere high up on our wardrobe until we were totally forgot about the cards. Just recently, when we moved back to my hometown that I found the cards back.

Well, to occupy the kids time while their papa was away during the weekdays, aku ajor bebudak tu main UNO. Start dgn 'Snap!', 'Matching the numbers' and 'Flipping cards with the same numbers'. Ala...korang sure tau camne nak main kan? And surprisingly, they are good at playing it now! Itu yg jadi ketagih tu. Yang jadi mangsanye...aku le! Adoiii....mana taknye. aku sampai umah after work at around 6pm. Masuk jek umah, itu 3 org sudah kerumun kat pintu lagi. Kakak dah sibuk angkat school bag with her daily tagline ' mama cek homework sarah!'.And I responded, 'ok. Mama sembahyang dulu ok.'

Si Abang will echo whatever statement the sister made. "Mama cek homework syahmi' (eventhough more than often dia takde homework). And I responded my daily tagline to them also. "ok. mama sembahyang dulu ok.' Padahal, dlm pale ni nak kena buat macam2....nak mandi, sembahyang, feed the baby, kemas baju2 yg bibik dah lipat dalam wardrobe, makan and then baru nak cek homework dorang. But right after aku bagi salam...itu 3 org dtg lagi with the same tagline. Cop!cop!cop! mama nak doa dulu le.....

Dah selesai cek homework and ajor sesikit si kakak membaca, we all main UNO. That was the time they've been waiting for actually. Seronok tau main UNO dgn budak cinonet nih. Especially part main snap sbb sometimes dorang lambat snap. (aku tukang turunkan cards tu) So, terpaksa le aku tggu sampai ada yg perasan nak snap. Aku suka tgk cara cinonet aku yg 3rd tu main. eventhough dia baru 2+ yrs tapi cekap! kalau main snap, tangan dia mesti dah siap angkat nak snap and dia akan positioned herself right in front of my nose! U know what I mean or not? Tu sbb takut tak sempat snap le tuh! Kadang tu terlalu cekap sampai ter'snap' btg idung aku. Itu sebab le aku kata dia cekap! wakakakaka.......

We played for almost 1 hour and when the time set 9pm...I buldozed them to my mother's room for bedtime. I have to polarised myself coz kalau tak, dorang takkan tido on time (nak memain lagi) and esok seksa giler nak suh bangun for schools.

Well, since dorang dah tau and enjoy playing UNO, aku nak ajor main chess pulak. Chess set tu dah beli 6 months ago, tapi dok simpan je sbb dorang suka sepah-sepahkan. I think, now is about time for me to introduce chess seriously. But this isn't the kind of chess with the boring black and white color....it's the kind yg ada all Disney's cartoon characters. Very interesting and attractive. My hubby bought it from the 7 eleven shop near our house in Sentul. To those yg tgh pikir game yg interesting yet educational....can try these two games.

Fooh! What a long post. Tido dulu le...gotta get up early tomorrow coz will be flying to Kota Bharu for a site meeting. huarghhh! letihnye badan....
Papa! please dun make me pregnant again ok. I'm very2 tide up now!Four is enuff!!!

Ketulusan hati...Anuar Zain.

cintaku tak berdusta.tak mengenal ingkar.tak kenal nestapa.cintaku hanya indah.hanya bahagia.untuk selamanya...apa yang kurasakan ini.persembahan untuk dirimu.kau dengarkan kasihku.mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu.tak mengenal puitis.hanya tulusnya hati.mencintaimu.tak mengenal ragu.

keyakinan hatiku.hanya untuk dirimu selalu....

cintaku tak berdusta.tak mengenal ingkar.tak kenal nestapa.tak ada seribu janji.hanya bahagia untuk selamanya.apa yang ku rasakan ini.

persembahan untuk dirimu.kau dengarkan kasihku.mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu.

tak mengenal puitis.hanya tulusnya hati.

mencintaimu.tak mengenal ragu.keyakinan hatiku.hanya untuk dirimu selalu...apa yang ku rasakan ini.persembahan untuk dirimu.kau dengarkan kasihku.mencintaimu.tak mengenal waktu.tak mengenal puitis.hanya tulusnya hati.mencintaimu.tak mengenal ragu.keyakinan hatiku.hanya untuk dirimu selalu...

ABPBH 2007

Since my Darling 'on call' today...aku layan le ABPBH on TV3. My anaks semua dah belayor...mama dok mengetuk komputer lagi. As usual, Kak Engku and Ogy memang laserrrr! But I like.....! Actually takde apa yang menarik ABPBH mlm ni. Takde kelainan but the best performance was when Hattan, Ramli Sarip, Amy Search, Awie and Ella sang together 'kepadamu kekasih' song. OPs! another performance that got me nailed at my seat was Anuar Zain with 'Ketulusan hati'. isk! nape le dia tak nyanyi lagu 'lelaki ini'. Lagu yg buat aku cair....Mantap le soghe dia. Bole tak aku nak berangan duet lagu kain pelikat dgn dia? hahahahha...

AF6 concert-Week 2

Nak tambah another student yg aku rasa bole gii le oghe kelate kecek. Besides nadia, nubhan, stracy and riz...is stanly. Mat nih soghe memang betul le kata bapak sedara aku, Ajai..'tenor' nye soghe. Aku rasa mesti dia biasa nyanyi kat church kankankan? tapi...stanly lebih menyerlah in last week's concert dengan lagu 'u raise me up'. This week ada sket kureng juge sbb tak cukup latihan and penghayatan. But for me, yg paling 'superb' performance yesterday was stracy. Dah le lagu rela tu full of emotion....isk..memang best le dia nyanyi. Terkonang den zaman mudo-mudo dulu.
'Demi cinta yang menyala,
ku rela menelan bara api,
demi kasih.....
sungguh aku rela.'

Cewah! cewah! dah le oiii...yang sudah tu sudah le....

Laki aku balik...yea!yea!

Lega rasanya and excited le bila Darling balik weekend. Ye la dah jadi weekend darling and Ayang camtu le gamaknye. Memula tu tak biasa langsung coz asyik berkepit ke hulu ke hilir...but as time passed by, I got used to it! Alhamdulillah.....aku yang tak sesabar mana ni, bole gak menyabarkan diri menunggu suami tercinta every weekend.

Yang bestnye bila Darling ada, aku and bibik bole rest sket! Anak-anak-anak-anak aku akan tagging dengan papa aje all the times. hehehehe......tapi kesian gak kan....penat le papa nak melayan. Dah le papa nak study lagi....nak layan mama lagi...hehehehe....Sabar ye papa....semoga papa pass your Masters with flying colors. Amin....

Insomnia ke aku?

knape le mlm ni aku susah nak lena? Tensionnye!!!! selalunye kul 10 dah belayor dah. hisk! dah dpt penyakit 'insomnia' ke aku ni? Tak pe le....terpaksa le aku ketuk keyboard ni in order nak bagi ngantuk. Tetiba teringat lak mlm esok ada konsert AF6. Last week's concert was a boring one should I say...except for the criticism session la. Cuma aku rasa Ning macam replacing Gee's place like last year. K. Ogy baru nak warm up jek last week. tatau le this week angin dia camne? Ajai...hmmm...mamat ni is really good in his area. Performance the students? well, until now aku still blom ada my favourite student. So, susah sket nak komen le. Overall, yang aku rasa...based on my 1st impression yang bole diketengah ketepikan are nadia, riz, nubhan and stracy. We'll see esok how do they fair in the concert?