I'm back!

Thanks to all yang wish my birthday. Ingat gak u all kat aku ye. Ahaks!

Mak aih! Dah 2 bulan lebih aku tak hapdate blog aku!? Isk!isk! isk! Nasib baik blog ni takde expiry date. Kalu tak, sure dah kena tendang blog yg tak active nih. hehehe...actually, aku tak hilang memana pun...jez 2 bulan kebelakangan ni aku memang bz body sket. Ye la...pepaham je la kan...working wife and a mother of four...hubby jauh....memang fully occupied and rasa handicapped eventhough I have a helper to help around the house.

Dalam kepala nih memang byk mende nak cite kat sini...but masa jek yg takde. Kalau ada masa pun, bila kepala dah jumpa bantal, alamatlah sure lelap punye lah. And for your info, last week was flu week. Aku anak beranak demam selsema and batuk. Just imagine having to take care of my 3 kids yg sakit and aku pun sakit gak, erm....satu ujian betul! Every nite I had to wake up coz bebudak nih bila sakit they all meragam+muntah+tak nak makan ubat. Kekadang rasa nak lari gi admitted kat ward memana so that I can rest and let other people treat me like a queen. Ye la...makan minum sume dihantar ke katil...tak ke best tuh? hehehe....BUT...I know, I'm not an irresponsible mom. This is not the 1st time I've faced this kind of situation before...yg different nye cuma my hubby is not around at nite to take turn to help take care of the kids.

Time tu lah rasa nak sms jek kat my hubby and mengadu apa yg aku rasa at that time but I can't! Why? Becoz....I know that he will never understand how I feel becoz he is not there to experience what I've been through. So, I finally keep it to myself. I said to myself, things will be better soon! Be patient. And now, all my kids are recovering and myself too. Alhamdulillah...I'm starting to get my good night sleep back. Huh! That's the joy of motherhood. You're incharge of everything....I repeat...every little thing in the family and I really respect single mothers who can survive without the husbands around. I'm not trying to be feminist here, but I think, it's true that women are more stronger mentally than men. Kalau bapak-bapak kena jaga anak sakit memalam sure dah naik hangin punyelah! Aku gerentiiiiiii sgt!

Uiks! dah kul 5.15 pagi le. Hafta type off. Nak sahur...dalam proses men 'qadha' puasa. 2 days more to go! Take care all! beringatlah bila makan durian, rambutan and manggis ye! Now nih musim orang sakit.